How can your heart break for someone you never met?

How can your heart break for someone you never met?

To catch everyone up here is what has been going on in our world. A few weeks ago my beloved Heather was not feeling well so on a whim took a home pregnacy test which to our amazement came up positive. We thought "no way" and went to the Dr. who then confirmed it. We were very excited about our little supprise and patiently waited for the next Dr. visit. Another week or so passed and we reran the test and the HCg levels were rising but not as fast as we would expect. Dr. said it just might be early or it could be a tubal pregnancy which started the rollercoaster ride of emotions. As the days passed we went from one extreme to another, happy to terrified. This week at the last ultrasound we still did not see anything and the HCG levels were dropping off. So for a few wonderful weeks my beloved Heather was once again pregnant (with our duaghter, we hoped) but now it looks like it was not ment to be. Please keep us in you thoughts and we thank you for all your support and good wishes. Farewell little (Calliope as we called you)and I love you Heather with all my heart.

Happy 18th Anniversay My Love

Happy Anniversary my love. 18 years, how time does fly. You made me the happiest guy in the world the day you said I do but I find myself loving you more now than ever. You are very special and I am honored to be your husband. Just waking up next to you everyday puts a smile on my face and warms my heart. Thank you for 18 wonderful years and may we have many more. Love always, Jas

100 Reasons I love you

Heather, 100 Reasons I love you although there are so many more:

1. I love you because we both know that together we can work out anything.
2. I love you because I can always be myself around you.
3. I love you because you are the meaning in my life.
4. I love you because you’re my inspiration.
5. I love you because you know how to make me smile.
6. I love you because you bring fun and creativity to our home.
7. I love you because you can tell what I am thinking.
8. I love you because they said we would not make it and here we are.
9. I love you because you remember all the birthdays for everyone.
10. I love you because you like fish but don’t make me eat it.
11. I love you because chased me down so many years ago.
12. I love you because you like my cookies.
13. I love you because make me laugh.
14. I love you because you are always there to listen.
15. I love you because you always try to make birthdays a special event.
16. I love you because you make sure the kids always have what they need.
17. I love you because of the look on your face while you sleep.
18. I love waking up next to you in the morning.
19. I love that you are the lover in my dreams.
20. I love you because we were meant to be.
21. I love your smile.
22. I love when you call me Hun.
23. I love you because you love sleeping in that spot.
24. I love the way you kiss me.
25. I love hearing your voice.
26. I love you because put up with my family.
27. I love you for Liam.
28. I love you because you like walks on the beach.
29. I love you because you love to swim.
30. I love you because you let me color your hair.
31. I love you because you let the dog sleep in the bed (sometimes).
32. I love you because you still hold my hand in public.
33. I love your eyes.
34. I love you because you tickle me.
35. I love you because you still tell me you love me.
36. I love you because you do everything for the family.
37. I love you because you have a passion for photography.
38. I love you because you keep up with all the kids’ activities.
39. I love you because you can still surprise me.
40. I love you because you don’t mind that I watch silly boy shows.
41. I love you because you always try to save us money.
42. I love your hair.
43. I love your lips.
44. I love your creativity.
45. I love you because kissing you still makes you shiver.
46. I love you because you miss me.
47. I love you because you don’t want me to go to work in the morning.
48. I love you because you don’t mind the road trips.
49. I love you because you share your dreams with me.
50. I love your blogs.
51. I love you because you help me stand up for myself and say no.
52. I love you because you have no music genes but love to sing anyway.
53. I love you because you help out at school.
54. I love you because you put up with the video games.
55. I love you because you don’t mind that the house is not always clean.
56. I love you because you pay the bills.
57. I love you because you are not so vain.
58. I love you because you like to sit and watch movies together.
59. I love you because you love to be with me.
60. I love you because you love to read.
61. I love you because you still keep things interesting in the bedroom.
62. I love you because you are always looking to learn something new.
63. I love you because you know me so well.
64. I love the way you hug me.
65. I love you because you share my love for chocolate.
66. I love you because you embrace my love of the beach.
67. I love you because you are so fascinated with the rays.
68. I love you because you can still make my heart melt.
69. I love you because you always watch out for me.
70. I love you because you always make sure I have everything I need.
71. I love you because you love me like no one ever could.
72. I love you because you make me talk to you.
73. I love you because you buy me things out of the blue.
74. I love you because you put up with my whims.
75. I love you because you let me cook.
76. I love you because you send me love notes.
77. I love you because of the way you make me feel when I think about you.
78. I love you because you pushed us to become foster parents.
79. I love you because you will always be there when I need you.
80. I love you because you still like to share the shower.
81. I love you because I still cannot wait to get home to you.
82. I love you because your skin is so soft.
83. I love you because you think I am your prince.
84. I love you because you are my princess.
85. I love you because you love our 5 little toads.
86. I love you because I love our life together.
87. I love you because you can always cheer my up.
88. I love you because you don’t let me out of the house looking goofy.
89. I love you because you let the kids be themselves.
90. I love you because you always let me win.
91. I love you because of all that you do for me.
92. I love you because you love my brownies.
93. I love you because you are always willing to try something new.
94. I love your sense of humor.
95. I love you because of the way you look at me and smile.
96. I love you because of the way you show your love and care for me.
97. I love you because the way you hold me tight.
98. I love you because the way you are.
99. I love you for the woman you have become.100. I love you because ………..I love you………